Beauty Through Pain

Anger. (Another Loving Day!!!)

Anger is such a painful damaging thing.

Tears and hurt is all it could ever bring.

I appear to have offended with no intent.

Has been met with real venom and dissent.

I have no answers for what she says.

Now the day has ended in a bad way.

I have not planned to do any of this.

To be back to normal is my only wish.

I try so hard to be polite and treat her right.

Yet it is me who lays awake alone at night.

She accuses me of things I would never do.

All i have ever done is tell her the truth..

It’s not looking good from where I stand.

I think she doesn’t want to understand.

I always treat her with complete respect.

My life seems so full of sorrowful regrets.

She does not believe a single word I said.

Calmly carried herself of to the our bed.

So, to her clearly it does not matter anymore.

In the morning, it will be just like before..

I cannot see any more what I have done.

But still I am ignored, and she does shun.

I wait for the sun to slowly rise up again.

Wondering if we are enemies or friends.

As the day slowly unfolds it will surely tell.

Will I be in heaven or am I going to hell.

Nataiella (2000)